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hai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just hope it’s jan2009 already…………….so that i’d know where i’ll be….what i’ll be doing…where i’ll be going…….wah*****************************

it’s hard……….very….very…hard…………………………

i dont know which way to go………

i’ve never been so lost in my entire "duty" life…*sigh* stupid of me..i didnt even bother to ask the numbers of my dutymates…and now..guess what?????i’m lost! i dont know exactly why our duty has been cancelled…(of course it’s bc0z OPON’s celebrating their fiesta) but what the heck??????what if they were given something…like….assignments?what do i say?sir i was not informed! daaaaaaarrrn! it’s not an excuse….he just said it the other day…ignorance of the law excuses no one….but really……i was not informed…so……how do i get away with it????what do i do next??????????? darn! darn! i’m lost!it’s crazy………………….

i’ve been thinking if i should post this here…from my multiply acct..then i thought it wouldn’t matter…so…here..hehe

it took me 6 days to finish the last bk…blimey, if it weren’t for my classes and all other requirements due i would’ve stuck my nose on the book and finish it earlier…lol*** it actually took me 7 yrs to finish the whole thing….quite long huh???

i’m glad harry lived and he didn’t have to kill You-Know-Who himself..it was Voldemort’s ignorance and anguish that led him to his final hours…..I ought to say that X. Lovegood would’ve described him the way he did with Hermoine, brilliant but limited… don’t you think so??

we’ll it doesn’t really matter what i think now…the bk’s over..it’s over…i’m done with it…i just think HP’s one of the greatest bk ever written in the history of literature and J.K. Rowling’s have to have the credit…she’s really clever…she’s a great author…i’d say if only all my med-surg bks were written in such fashion, then i would’ve read them all by now…hahahaha crazy! ;D i don’t think Black (not Sirius hahaha) or Ignativitius (don’t mistaken him for Ignotus, the youngest of the Peverell’s brothers lol** haha) would agree with me…hahahaha  muggle as i am, i would’ve fancied a real Hogwarts (not Harvard..though it’ll be an honor to enroll there)..with a real 9 and 3/4 station…the Diagon Alley…or maybe have a gold secured at Gringotts (i wouldn’t mind if Harry or his bestfriends would break into it again)…or maybe sorted by the sorting hat….hoping to land at Gryffindor’s house….i wouldn’t mind having Snape or McGonagall for my teachers (replacing my ci’s???hahaha trust me..they’re nothing to the real thing hahaha)….it would be fun to have magic..real magic…WHITE magic (in case i forgot that part haha)…..and i think going to school for 7 yrs at most would be fun..more than fun….hehehe i don’t have to bury my nose on books that i don’t really understand..or have any interest in..it’ll be fun..i’m sure…it ought to be..hahahahaha crazy***

anyways..it’s been 7 great adventures for Harry..i guess it’s time to move to the real world….ayt????err*** sigh**** nice…i’d miss Harry…..oh yeah..i think Ron and Hermoine’s daughter Rose and Draco’s Scorpius would end up together..just to mend things at last..i guess…hehehe i reckon that’ll be a better ending..hahaha jokes***

it’s been quite a while since i posted a blog on mother’s day for my mom..well..nothing’s changed since….nothing much..except for the fact that i am..now..well ..ahem…*clears throat* .. am officially enrolled in the College of Nursing as a 4th yr student… lol*** now how is that? haha if everything goes right..well..i’ll be a nurse next yr! hehe hoping ;P

this yr is my last yr in college…last taste of school works…..last chance to do  better… last time i’m gonna be wearing that white uniform with my id or nameplate on..hehe last time to share things with my friends from school….last of…the mohicans??hehehehe jokes!

well, well,…… hope to ENJOY this year….whooooohoooO!!!!!!!!!!

kathy, WELCOME TO SENIOR YEAR! HEAD NURSING! waha

aja! kaya mo yan! dahil sabi ng jollibee, KAYA MO YAN KID!

whew*** now how is that???hahaha it’s been a week since i left Cebu for our immersion…a whole week….9 days to be exact…but it seemed like forever….of course…’twas hard at first…..i mean…we all just miss the comfort of our homes…..internet, aircondition, tv, cellphone, etc… but much as we want to under the rules we hafta adjust as soon as we can to make this experience something worth to be remembered… it’s funny how we’d all just take a bath together…boys and girls…outside RJ’s place…or near kuya mar’s house…how we’d all help out to get all our tasks done…how the housekeepers would wake us up each morning in a creative way…how we got to the finish line with the obstacle race…how the Catangians accepted us with warmth….lol*** i never thought such a place exist…a place where most of its inhabitants are good-natured…they don’t seem to have any problem at all…they’re just great…after this, i hope to go back and visit one day…somehow, i’ve made friends not only with my co-immersionists but with everyone else in town… ;-P they’re just a bunch of happy folks…i like them…somehow somewhere along the road i’ve come to adjust with their lifestyle and i’m so glad i did….not just because i don’t have a choice but to mingle with them for 2 whole weeks and a day but because they’re great…they’ve been nice to us eversince…though yes, i know we had some problems early on …but i do think we already made up for that…
sigh***huh! 6 days left and  counting… hehehe i hope everything will go just fine for the remaining days that we hafta stay in Catang…i’m sure to miss everyone afterwards…including my c.i.s..hehehe sir eric, sir francis and mam joy… ;p hehe lolz again***bwahahaha
it’s been a fun ride…especially yesterday so to say..hahaha guess everyone would agree..wehhehehe ;P it is by far the longest one week of my life! *shrug* i’ll cherish each day i spent with everyone from Catang… i swear i’ll never forget you all…promise…even if we’ve all just come to know each other for barely a week…like i said earlier, it’s been the longest week of my life…and each day was something to be treasured…really something worth remembering… lovin’ it lovin it! hehehe now i can say it’s worth my while… hehehe

aja! hahaha

i don’t know if i should be glad that i’ll be leaving for Tabunan tomorrow for our 2 weeks immersion…i mean, everyone who’s taking up nursing would be happy to join…2 weeks for all the hardships of 3rd yr life…wow*** can’t believe how time flies so fast…yes, indeed i should be happy…it’s good news afterall…adventure, most people call it…2 wks without the comfort of my dorm…no aircon, no tv, no computer, no cellphone…no nothing!!!it’s a pain in the neck if you come to think of it! haha lol*** but i was just thinking, y’know, a hundred years ago our forefathers did not have the chance to enjoy those stuffs…so i guess i’ll survive the 2-week trip…guess i’m ready…well, i already packed my bag for pit’s sake…it should be fun…i mean, it’s not everyday i’m going on camp…in fact, this will be my first ever "real" immersion…just that…this morning i received a call from my mom…she said my uncle’s condition is deterioratin..in fact, he was sent home from the hospital ’cause they can’t do anyhting anymore…the cancer apparently has metastasize…she said he can’t talk anymore…i knew he has cancer…but he already had surgery…so i thought he was okay…he was even there before my bro and i left for cebu…and now…my mom said he may not live that long anymore…just hope if IT will happen, i’m already here in the city…so i could go home…i…am…sad….about the news…heck!my bro even tearfully asked me if i was just joking when i told him about it…so…just hope IT won’t happen while i’m away…i must admit, i was never close to him…but he’s still my uncle nonetheless…

last night while on night shift, a burn patient was admitted to the burn department…he was restless…aggitated…his skin was totally burned…i could just imagine the pain that he’s going through….. i’m so sorry for him…turned out he suffered from flame injury 2′ to vehicular accident….

i hate the sight of him…then suddenly i noticed his built was close to that of my brother…his height and weight were approximately same as that of my brother…then it dawned at me…what if my brother was the one in his position? what would i feel…suddenly i felt my head turned cold…then my whole body…just like a cold stream of water was poured on me…no…i told myself…it can’t happen…there….now i know…despite all the trouble that we’re going through right now, i still can’t forget the fact that he’s my brother…my only sibling…my little brother…

it’s hard…it should be as always…but then again…i’ll try to give way…afterall, i can’t give up on him…he’s my only brother and he needs help badly as much as i do…

well… how is that??? the world’s oldest ocean-going passenger ship!

my friends and i decided to meet up at Pier 1, C.C. where the ship is currentlly docked….so yesterday i met up with a friend at Manang’s bringing my phone with me…i don’t know if it was stupidity or i was just being foolish, i lost my phone without even knowing it! it was too late to go back though, we were already in Pier 3…so i tried to look for it on the jeepney but found nothing…it must’ve slipped off from my pocket…aw…….  huhuhuhuhu ;.(  guess i need to let go of it now (have no choice left! pfft**** roll eyes*** pout***) it’s been with me for two years now…guess it’s time to change??? arghhhh***

anyways, we just continued on the original plan…. we lined up till we got tickets (30mins) then we went inside the ship………it’s weird to get inside a 1914 ship, just 2 years behind the famous TITANIC….. my grandmom was just 2 years old when it was made…. wow**** a real treasure, huh??? the crew were all great…everyone were warm and friendly….i wish i’d be able to serve for 2 years too….but i don’t think i can…it’ll be hard…i mean, after school (hopefully), i need to get myself a job to help out…so…being in a charity ship for 2 years would not be practical….

so…i enjoyed, yeah….the books were not that expensive…..i didn’t buy any though…. i just read some Disney collections…i mean Finding Nemo, Peter Pan, Monster Inc., etc (all colored costs at around 75-250 units)……..it would have been nice to buy some….